I’m an irritable little shit today. I want everyone to leave me alone so I can just do my work, go home, and go to bed.
I’m having one of those days where it seems like every little thing that goes wrong is a conspiracy to make my life miserable. I’m liable to snap here if I’m met with too much resistance on anything; I don’t have the energy to keep doing something over and over. I’m glad we’re not gaming tonight because right now I am uber-sensitive and my friends have a tendency to joke around a bit coarsely at times — I’d probably flip out and throw something heavy at them. That’s never happened before, but I wouldn’t rule it out today.
My eyes are dry, a little sore, I’m really warm because I wore a sweater (chilly outside) and they have the fucking heat on in here. My boss had the lights off because he had a headache — in my head I was complaining about the lights being off, and then when he turned ‘em on a little bit ago I complained (again, in my head) about them being turned on. I’ve spent the morning dealing with ridiculous software suites, Dell’s idiotic and absolutely horrible tech support (outsourced to India), and the usual barrage of class. Thank fuck I don’t have class or tutoring today, I’d probably explode.
I feel like a test subject in an psychological anger experiment.