I mean that in the figuratively of course.

My English professor told me I needed to “Get some sleep” as I was leaving class tonight. I apparently look really exhausted. (Or perhaps because she’s been reading my blag?) Not surprising though! Let’s re-cap this week so far:

  • Monday: Work 9am – 4pm, Tutoring 4pm – 5:30pm, Class 5:30pm-8:30pm, home. eat. sleep.
  • Tuesday: Work 9am -4pm, Steering Committee Meeting 5pm-6:30pm, Tutoring 6:30pm-8:30pm, home. eat.
  • Wednesday: Work 9am-4pm, Tutoring 4pm-5:30pm, Class 5:30pm-8:30pm, home. eat.

See a pattern here? I haven’t seen my apt during the day since sunday. On top of that, the time I *DO* have at home I generally spend picking up a small mess, checking my messages, cooking dinner, practicing spinning for a half hour or so, then cleaning up and going to bed. Real exciting, eh? Every once in a while I’ll get a chance to read right before I fall asleep, but that’s not every night.

There’s just so many things I want to do, and so many opportunities that keep coming up and I am such a glutton for it all (and for punishment apparently). At least I’m being productive with my time though.

What makes it even worse is that even when I’m not actually obligated to BE somewhere, I still have like 8 million projects going on in my head. Planning things, developing things, designing things, writing things, coming up with ideas. It’s all flying around in there. Thinking of a halloween costume, picking topics for my english papers, designing sites for work, brainstorming ideas for city-things, all of that.

I mean, I love all this work and I love being productive and all, but I think it’s getting to the point where I’m having trouble motivating to do things for some of my ongoing projects because I’m too tired to take on any other opportunities. I was supposed to write up an agenda for a meeting at work today, and I forgot about it this morning because I was doing web updates, chemistry homework, removing spyware from the mayor’s laptop, and dealing with Dell tech support (all at the same time, no shit). I feel like damned machine sometimes.

Hopefully I can wake up early tomorrow to do more taichi and eat breakfast again. That may at least help give me energy to handle all this!

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